Thursday, December 1, 2011

Sacrifices

Love of my life,






I don't mind working everyday w/o off day as long as I get to work w you.
I don't mind sitting there for hours watching you play soccer although I don't understand soccer.
I don't mind watching you play ps3 although I might rant a little.
I don't mind being deprived of sleep all over again just to hang out w you till the sun comes up.
I don't mind getting drunk and vomit so you can take care of me.
I don't mind getting scolded by my parents for not going home every weekend just to be w you.

I don't mind, I don't mind anything. I just wanna be w you and spend time w you as much as possible.
I don't mind waiting 2 years for you to finish ns.
I don't mind waiting for 5 years if you wanna sign on Navy. As long as I can be w you I don't mind.

I miss you, I really do.
It's been three days and now the fourth day on 1dec.
Fourth, fifth, sixth and you're gonna be back and I can talk to you, I can hug you.
I love you baby (L)




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One month and three days before school starts. I'm really excited for school to start. I'm excited to study, I'm excited to learn new things, I'm excited to finish my 6 months foundation studies then proceed to Diploma. I'm excited to tire myself out. I wanna work part time at praise hopefully 3 days a week, I wanna study, I wanna do my own stuffs, I wanna hang out w friends, I wanna club and I wanna spend time w my boyfriend.

Can't wait for the Bintan trip w my boy after his POP.

Need a change. I want a new life. I must have faith in myself that 2012 will be a good year for me. It'll definitely be much better as compared to 2009, 2010 & 2011.  

List of things to do before school starts: 
(Sorry I'm someone who likes to plan my life ALOT and organise myself)

Dec

  1. RETAIL THERAPY!! I need more basic wear from f21 & topshop Gotta stop buying so many dresses. I can't possibly wear dress to school LOL
  2. Eat less, chew more
  3. New specs (Hope my mom will spon me hehe )
  4. Cross body canvas bag from Val :) 
  5. Get my gel nails removed
  6. New sailor bikini
  7. Fix my inspired a.wang boots' heel.
  8. Buy a matt opi nail polish that I wanted more than a month ago from flea 
  9. Pink, wine, grey & nude opi nail polish
  10. Black boots, dr martens(?)
  11. SAVE MONEY for my survival after school starts and for Bintan trip :)
  12. Bleach my hair red on 1st Jan(Sun) & layer my hair! 
  13. Buy hair products to keep my hair colour!! 


Need to stop buying translucent tops. I hate wearing tube and I don't like the way people stare at me.
It's 3:30am now, goodnight xx