Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Happy 5th I love you day

Happy 5th month baby (L)
(MY LONGEST R/S) -inserts proud face-









She brought me to this cafe when we were walking over to play Megazip and we had.....


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CREPEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
OUR ALL TIME FAV BACK IN BKK!!! (L)



It's really nice to eat omg omg I'm hungry by just lookin' at it omg

Walking over to play our mega zip.... hehehe




Nb I looked damn big size























Yeah it's fucking high my legs turned into jellies even before I got tied to that thingy 
AND I FUCKING CRIED DURING AND AFTER PLAYING IT. DAMN IT.
Even small kidz around 10years old didn't scream or cry. Ugh I'm afraid of things like that but not roller coasters. I was hugging the pole beside me saying I don't wanna play and when I let go of it, the crews immediately pull that rope and PAM. I 'flew' down omg screaming and crying omg my legs were shaking damn badly even after I touch the ground. 

So after Megazip, we went to see our picz taken by the crews. Wanted to buy em buy my face's too ugly. Like, I'M SHOWING THAT FUGLY SCARED FACE. Headed to Wavehouse to suntan. Wanted to go Cafe Del mar though (how do i spell it man) Hmm I spammed sunblock hehe and didn't turn dark hehe


-WARNING-
LOTSA FATTY PICZ OF ME HEHE MY TUMMY... MY THIGHS.. 
Nvm la................ I will...... lose..... weight..... after............... I...... Die. HAHAHAHAHA






























CAN U SEE MY CELLULITE 
AND MY MUFFINS HEHE






Went to Vivo and had our dinz there yumyumzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz After vivo, we headed to J8's Popular bookstore to get bby's driving theory book. $3.90 only sia so cheap I thought it's gon be like $20+














Went home hehe and took many polaroid pickazxzxz



I LOVE YOU GF(L)

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After spending so much time thinking, I've decided to study again. I feel so useless w/o studies. Although life's like fun now.... So, I'll be going to SIM's Management Studies next year FOR SURE. Only left w January Intake. So, no choice only can start studying next year. 

Okay, I've to admit this. I scolded my ex classmates out of impulse. I really liked many of them and didn't expect things to turn out like this. But won't you just feel REALLY ANGRY when you get misunderstood for something you didn't do? And of course, some back stabbings. Like, absolutely no intentions of making use of anyone. The feeling sucks y'know.. Aya forget I cannot undo what's done. Sighz

Hope Praise will lemme work more this month. In August I'll become a full-timer of Praise and perhaps convert to a part timer in January. Sighz. Dread the first day of work though................. I'll be working w guys, all guys. I'm just afraid that they are one of those who discriminates homosexuals.

Dear Mom and dad, I'm sorry that I've wasted a year away. I've been a useless child for almost a year already. I'm sincerely sorry. I'm sorry for wasting your money and being such a useless child... I promise I will study hard and work hard in my job next year.. Please have faith in me, I will make it big. 


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Read Tammy Tay's blog and it finally got into my head despite my gf telling me so many times that "It's not the weight that matters, it's how you look that matters." BUT IT'S VERY SAD YKNOW SOMETIMES PEOPLE TALLER THAN YOU BY SO MUCH BUT THEY'RE EITHER THE SAME WEIGHT AS YOU OR 4KG LIGHTER THAN U TMD HAHAHAHA

KKZ GOODNAI