To all the incorrigible imbeciles.
I ain't gonna name out who. haha
I don't wanna have anything to do w my classmates from ITE, even those that I like.
I don't wanna know anything about them even if they're bitching about me.
So immature. I can't even give half a fuck anymore.
It's funny how I compromise and give in but the other party doesn't. Just because I give in doesn't mean you can take it for granted. I let down my ego, I apologised even when I've done absolutely nothing wrong AND I'm already out of the school. I just wanted to clear misunderstandings and that's what I get. I typed such a long and sincere text to you. We ain't even close. I just don't want to have any misunderstandings w any of you. So many backstabbers in class, minority of them are nice people. Some whom I thought were nice, I was so fucking damn it wrong.
Don't expect me to respect and like someone who doesn't show any fucking respect for his peers and teachers. You don't like the way I treat him? Well, I don't fucking like the way he treats his classmates and teacher. What? Make fun of someone who have cocked eyes? Make fun of someone who can't speak properly? What if you're the one w some disabilities about whatever and he made fun of you? You wouldn't be telling me you don't like the way I treated him. What if you're the teacher who's so nice to all your students and one of them like HIM is so rude to you?
I can't believe I used to like you quite much until you turn hostile towards me. I have nothing against you in the first goddamn place. Don't put words into my mouth if you people are the ones who misinterpreted things I've said. You can ask, don't assume.
And to EVERYONE out there, every single one of you who reads this:
If someone's alone because her friend left her and she joined you and your clique, this is not making use of you people. If you're mature enough to know that, then good for you. If you can't, then too bad, this reflects what kind of person you are. And, NOT EVEN MATURE AT ALL.
And to you, I'm sorry that I left you and I'm sorry to do these. I just had to. I don't want to have anything to do w anyone of you anymore. If only you knew. I teared when I unfollowed and unfriend you. I'm sorry I'm not a good friend. I'm sorry I'm selfish. Perhaps that little cardholder from me will...be a memory of our friendship. You're the only one who meant something to me in school. xx cinnamon lover girl
I don't need a whole group of friends who are fake. I just need maybe one or a few of true friends in school.
Sad a cruel to say, you guys don't mean that much to me because I was never close to all of you. But I have to thank all of you for giving me a new experience and getting exposed to all kinds of fucked up people in this world.
Thank god I'm outta this school. Hate me for all I care.
At first, I gave a fuck but now I don't.
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I can be really nice to you if you want me to.
I can be a total bitch if you force me to.
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(nothing to do w my classmates)
hey you. Watch me. I'll fucking win you. I'll never ever fucking talk to you.
If you've been following me on my twitter you'll know what happened.
what a way to end my day.
