Tekkos BBQ on Saturday was a blast! (L) Had so much fun but I didn't drink at all cuz I've training the next day.... :(
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Went to training on Sunday at 830am, woke up at 7... And went to work at 11 when I slept at 4am on Saturday. Went to watch Kembangan VS Stackers at SBC, watched Net play and she was SO CUTE! Ate at Mac and chatted there. Oh gawd I haven't had fast food for a VERY long time. Went to Vivo and got my dad a Ben Sherman polo tee. It costs $109 thank god Rey gave me a 20% discount coupon :)
Happy Papa day!!! (L) Papa your zha bor kia loves you a lot sorry for disappointing you everyday. I know I'm not schooling now but that doesn't make me a failure. Have faith in me. I'm really really really happy that you like that polo tee :)
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Went to work, tried that center parting today and Weerong said my face looks skinnier like this..
Okay, so I'm gonna stick to this hairstyle because I LOOK SLIMMER HAHAHA OMG LIKE THAT I'M GONNA LOOK SKINNY FOREVER!!! OKAY... I KNOW JUST MY FACE. HAHAHAHAH
Realised I've been winking when I take pictures hahahahaha omg I think I winked too much to people recently. I really have been winking at people HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Trying to seduce people w my fat body hehe
Went to play ball w Bby, Binpei, Lihia & Justin @ Sbw after work :) It was so fun! Had supper at 313 omg I ate FRIESSSSSS FUCKING SINFUL.
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Glad to know that I'm more independent than him. I don't wanna be a loser like him. I don't wanna be a pampered fuck like him. So useless, so loserish. I hate to see him take money from them. I hate to see him ask my parents or maid do this and that. Prejudice against him I know. I just hate him, so much. I hate to see him, at the age of 21, still asking his parents for daily allowance when he's working, still asking the maid to do simple things that can be done by himself, or worse still, sometimes get more money than usual from parents because he's going on a date w his gf. There are so many things I hate about him it's gonna take hours for me to list all of em here.
Okay back to being independent, I may not be THAT independent as compared to other children around my age out there, but I'm more independent than my 21 year old brother who I don't wanna acknowledge him as my brother.
But..... it sucks to know that being more independent than him won't make them love me more than they love him.
Work @ 1030am tomorrow. Leaving early from work for Mika's birthday chalet tomorrow. Goodnight xx
