Immunity from destruction and ever-lasting protection in past life, present life, and future life.
HAHAHAHA ISN'T IT CUTE?!
It's so pretty :)
Slept at 10am today and woke up at 2plus. Insanity. Yeah woken up by motherfuckers. SO FUCKING NOISY. Cranky much.
Like, HELLO? This is not your house. Kindly have so manners. Secondly, you. Stop behaving like you're one motherfucking king in our family. You're gross, period.
Perhaps deep down I know why I couldn't sleep but I just don't wanna face it. Made up my mind that I don't wanna study anymore. I'll just go out to work I guess. Work hard. I've a goal in my life now. Realistic goal which I hope I can fulfill it.. I've plenty of time to study. I mean, to go SIM it only takes 2 years to get a diploma. If I fail after 3 years from now, I'll continue my studies in SIM. Let's see how it goes. Maybe I'll fail halfway, I'm not sure. But I'm determined this time. Keeping my thoughts to myself is the best or maybe I should consult bff.
I... just want a simple life. I don't have much expectations for myself actually. I don't intend to get married not because I wanna stay as a lesbian forever but I can't get close to guys although I have ex boyfriends.
But in the future, I hope I can earn enough money for a car. A cheap one will do. In 2013 I'll be moving into a condo. It's gonna be way smaller than our HDB flat sigh I hate small rooms. We just gotta give up having big rooms for those facilities in a condo. I love my current room. It's big enough for me. Maybe next time I can get this HDB flat from my parents. I hope they'll give it to me instead of my brother. He's a useless piece of absolute shit.
I wanna have my own house, my own shop and my own car when I grow up.
But the problem is... how do I start?
Work and save money?
Baby you're the cutest (L)
I'm so sad w my life now.
