so much things to do. so much things to buy. sigh if only i'm a rich kid.
it's time for me to start working hard and start saving up. after paying up for this last 4 tops I ordered and buy a box of falsies later, I'mma stop shopping. I'm a shopaholic, I do impulsive shopping. The pair of Dr Martens will probably arrive next month.. I really like it.. I'll probably... save up and wait for my pay.
I should start saving up half of my pay when I work. Both my bank accounts are left w around $100 or lesser. I spent too much. I cab and cab and cab and I do impulsive shopping like that Gucci wallet I got for myself (trying to pamper myself). If I didn't get that Gucci wallet, I'd be $560 richer now. Now what, I'm going to a bar( I think) to celebrate Xinya's 21st. &Next week celebrating June's 21st at Play. It's all about spending money. I knew these two events are coming up and I need to save up for em yet I still impulsively ordered five tops, one bottom, a pair of toms, a belt and a clutch within a week plus. And I can't deny the fact that I've been partying almost every week. Party = cab home. I'm spending way too much sigh, how sinful.
Last night I had a huge argument w my mom. I spent away the 1k in my bank account which I'm not supposed to use at all. Yeah, her 1k and I spent all my pay away, my 2k (around there). My money went to nowhere but shopping.
Met up w Xinqi& Pam yesterday and Xq was right. I really can spend money like water. I can spend $128 on just a hair treatment, I can just buy another pair of birks which I never really wear I nearly buy one more pair of birks thankgod I didn't. I buy that Gucci wallet, buy this buy that. But.. that gucci wallet is really beautiful. I even nearly made Bby buy me Prada cardholder. Yes a stupid $270 cardholder that can only put 3 cards. It is a really pretty cardholder but I ended up getting AgnesB cardholder because I dw her to spend $270 on a stupid cardholder.
I just quit my job at Fossil. The pay there is good but I just don't wanna stay there anymore. If you're following me on Twitter you'll somehow know what happened. Later I'm going to Marble Slab @Iluma for a job interview. The pay there is $5.50/hr. Way lesser than Fossil& Uniqlo. But I don't really care anymore. I just wanna settle down w a stable part time job which will give me an income that can still satisfy my shopping list and my life. I want a stable job, I don't wanna be label as a job hopper. I worked at Fossil for only 11 days. Last night I applied for many jobs, hopefully the high pay ones will employ me or ask me to go for an interview. However, I hope Marble Slab will employ me because I'm sick of applying for jobs already. I like slacky jobs. Luckily Marble Slab has a polo tee I don't have to be scared of not knowing what to wear haha I'll never apply for a challenging job like Uniqlo ever again.
Now that I'm broke I guess I'll just live w that repeat-my-clothes until I get richer and buy new clothes.
Last night my dad told me that he's still waiting for that day whereby I'll be able to control myself. He knows that I'm a shopaholic and I can't control. When my mom scolded the shit outta me, he even said " Not that she doesn't want. She just can't control." It's true.. Not that I want to spend so much on shopping. I just can't control.
Just hoping I can get one last thing from them. A laptop. For myself and for school. GPA 3.0 I hope... School, please be easy on me. I hope I can make new nice friends there.
Hopefully next time I'll be stable enough to get myself a Poodle :)
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