Saturday, April 30, 2011

Keep calm and diet



Look, skinny girls are always so happy and I envy them.
I hate how I always disappoint my friends. Telling them I can but in the end I'll be like "I can't do it".

I hate how people make use of others. I hate how self centered some can be.
I can't wait to meet my tekko babies tomorrow I can't wait! I need to meet them ohgosh.

Gonna spam myself w salad and fruits for every meal everyday. I might snack at night, I might just eat supper and ended up not losing any weight but I'm not gonna stop trying. I've been trying for so damn long I'm not gonna stop just like this. I need to learn how to love my body.

Girls like me are forever so contradicting I know.

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Have to wait for my parents to be free this month and I can't wait to add Freda into my IC and whatever etc. Cuz I don't wna be like, "that's a fake name, it's not in her ic". I find it really cute when some people are already calling me Freda and some other friends are like "YAHUI!!!!" hhahaha they're so cute (L)

Yeah I said I'm on diet right? But I'm going to Sushi Tei for lunch w my babygirl tomorrow. Gonna shop, watch movie and have lunch w her. The best part is, I'm also gonna shop and eat dinner w Tekkos. It's gonna be a sinful day for me but it's all worth it I guess.

I really love food and I really love to eat. However I just have to control.

Don't tell me you don't have time to do such things for me when You can find the time to do such things for him.

Getting rather emotional. I'm sorry Abby for showing you attitude when it isn't your fault. I'm just disappointed and pissed off..

Hectic life I've been leading for the past three weeks and still going on. I don't know when I'll collapse. Projects are starting to come in and I'll be even busier. Inter college is on 10th May and I'll get even more exhausted. I feel so tired everyday. Pimples are invading my face, my face look so......... idk.... I just look really tired. Nvm, this is what I want and I'll continue doing it. I like how motivated I am now.

Blogshops, please stop disappointing me w your inefficiency. I feel really sad when I don't receive my parcels on time. I have 6 items which I've not receive yet. ALL REGISTERED MAIL. I'm a loyal customer and I feel really sad when my favourite blogshops are inefficient.

I've to wake up early tomorrow. Goodnight xx

Anw, I just created formspring HAHA ask me anything :) Fredapoppy. I've no idea why I use this username either. HAHAH SOUNDS CUTE AYE. http://www.formspring.me/Fredapoppy :)