we're bound to be afraid even if it's just for a few days.

i'm not someone who can take hardship. my life's screwed enough. i can't take any blows anymore. i'm someone who's lack of confidence and self-esteem. you don't have to try to pull my confidence level up. it'll never happen. just let me be myself, the low confidence and no self-esteem me. every little setback can cause a huge impact on me. moreover.... sigh. i'm someone who's very sensitive and always speak up for myself at the wrong time. i'm glad that i didn't speak up. i just wna keep quiet. i dwna cause any more bad impressions. i have so many bad impressions in my whole life already. you can ask 10 people and out of 10 people probably 8 will say their first impresion of my sux. i think she's the first person who had a good impression of me. i really appreciate that but i'm sorry i'm too embarrassed and selfish to stay. i took so much courage to just give you a call moreover continue for another 3 days.

 "we're bound to be afraid even if it's just for a few days" - Run by Snow Petrol

when i'm sad i don't want people to ask me what happened cuz i don't wanna be reminded of everything. yet i want people to care for me. contradicting much. just like how much i hate b asking me what happened that day. i felt so horrible, so so horrible that day. i actually kept quiet when someone did those kinda things to me. i hate how i behaved that day... like a coward. that's so not me. wanted to cry so much but i don't wanna look weak infront of people. i don't want people to think i'm some pampered spoilt brat. sigh

nvm. time to get washed up. meeting xq l8r. time to catch up girl.

HIHI CAN SOMEONE HELP ME PLZ?

HIHI would like to ask if anyone has any idea where to get these stuffs? cuz they're all oos :(

I don't mind if it's second hand (maybe worn once) as long as it looks new:)

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE?

Anw for wedges, I'm size 36!

Anw, I'm gna post up a selling post soon cuz my wardrobe is exploding. most of the shorts and tops i'm gonna sell are first hand if not worn once only :) please help me okay i'm really broke now gimme some cash tyvm (L)

ANYWAY PEOPLE MY HOTMAIL GOT HACKED/ CAUGHT VIRUS SO... I CAN'T USE yahui.-09@hotmail.com anymore!

I'll be using xoxopoh@hotmail.com TYVM PLEASE ADD ME BACK ^^

My first time wearing jeans out

Caught World Invasion: Battle LA on Sunday w Bren, Kerrie& Teo. DAMN IT'S FUCKING AWESOME I SWEAR MANZXZXZ! And in the movie, it happened on 4/11/2011. HAHA AYE MY BIRTHDAY ALIENS COMING? :( K nvm at least I'm 18. HAHAHA

After movie, went to OC to find my Dr Marten lowcut shoes but... NO MORE SMALL SIZES STILL :( Stocks coming either next month or May :( SIGHSIGH. Now.. Idk whether to get the maroon one or black one hehe Sunday was the first time I wore jeans out! Like, I don't have work etc. HAHAHA I realised that pair of high waist jeans makes my legs look slimmer HAHAHAH

HELLO SKINNY LEGS ^^

Just for laughs Yahui. HAHAHA

A VERY OLD VIDEO BELOW..

URM... SEC1/2 I FORGOT...

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Born this way

"Although there's still pain in my chest, I still wish you all the best w a forget you "

10 March :)

Went Bugis' Chapter 2 to get my hair treatment done. Now my hair is so soft ^^ Bby came over to meet me and we had dinner together. Went to meet Qianhua. Headed to Maxwell, stoned while waiting for the rest to come. Decided to go Tentric. One blue spin can totally make me tipsy, the mixure of seven different alcohols lol

@ Tentric

Went back to Maxwell to drink and the rest reached. Went to Play. Bumped into the Jurong kias there and Piggy TOTALLY got wasted LOL super havoc (Y) I pushed bby cuz she disiao me about something .... and she sprained her ankle :X Went home after Play :)

Celebrated our 1st month @ Play LOL happy 1st! :)

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The rest of the days till today I've been working so nothing much to update except Wednesday - Friday.

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Wednesday:

Went AMK to trim my brows and had facial. Met a few of tekkos to Bugis. Crystal, Dion, Net FINALLY FOUND A JOB ^^ Chulin and Wendy are working w em too @ Illuma's Cineplex. :) They're workign as fulltimers... they'll have lesser time for us :( Nvm la, they've been enjoying for the past.. 4 months HAHA

Thursday:

Went to Play w tekkos, Bren, Qiqi and Zane :) Had fun :) Dk why that day so many cute bungs HAHAHAHAHAHAH :x Stupid, I drank only 2cups and I started vomiting. The taste was horrible! Black Label x Vodka. Vomit my poor kway tiao out :( Was so sober that day can! Bumped into Gokmin and Tess. Gokie joined us ^^

Bren stayed over.

Friday:

Went to Holland V to eat the Crystal Jade Xiaologn bao buffet w Bren and co:D IT WAS MY FIRST TIME AT HOLLAND V HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH ok I was so full that I vomited zzz THE SEAWEED STUCK AT MY TONGUE STUD CAN WLAO SO UNGLAM

After buffet, slacked at Holland V then cabbed to Cine. Slacked for awhile, cab home myself while the rest watch movieeeee. I HAD TO WORK SO I CAN'T WATCH :(

Today is a Sunday and my off day. Supposedly decent date out today but she went JB, SIAN. BYEBYE.
This week got 4 off days :D Next week one off day only...on a friday. TGIF I CAN GO OUT ON A FRIDAY NIGHT :D

I'VE BEEN EATING ALOT RECENTLY OMG JIALAT MANZX. I'M NOT GNA RESIGN TO FATE!!!!