Hope is frail, love is frail, forever is frail, faith is frail.

 

 

YES I'M A MESS NOW.

 

And yes, I failed O's. It was so unexpected. Hell no to being over-confident. I wasn't over-confident. I was just expecting a 18points for it. Maybe B3 for Combined Humanities& Math. The rest of the results were quite expected. Sigh to the max, I still can't face the fact that I failed. So envious of students proceeding to the next part of their life in Poly. If only I've gotten a D7 for Math.... Sigh I cried in school, totally no image. I just scream, cry and using expletives non-stop. Cuz I studied. I don't deserve this set of results. I worked hard. Mr Ong KW was shocked when I told him I failed O's and that nobody got a distinction for D&T. So sorry to disappoint you. I'm a major disappointment to my parents. I'm sorry. I'll work hard in ITE and go Poly. I feel embarrassed failing O's. Sigh.

 

English - C6

Math - E8

C.Humanities - C6

D&T - B3

Chinese - B3, Oral - PASSED.

C.Science - D7

 

I was expecting a F9 for Science though. It was very surprising that I scored a D7. I'm contented w that D7, like y'know all along my Sci's results are like single digit and I've never passed my Sci in my whole life. A B3 for D&T was expected too cuz the theory paper was way too difficult for me. C6 for English was also quite expected cuz I know I didn't do well. I screwed my compo up. See, being in Band 1 for English in Ytss doesn't mean you'll do well for English. Look at the C6 for english, it's so ugly.

 

I'm gonna submit my JAE later. I've made up my mind by going to Higher Nitec in ITE. I hope my life there would be good. I don't know anyone there and it's so scary. I hope I can make nice new friends there. Hope the people there will be nice. I'm so afraid that I'd be a loner there :( Putting just seven choices.

 

1. Business Studies Event Management @ Bishan ITE
2. Leisure & Travel Operations @ CCK ITE.
3. Hospitality Operations @ CCK ITE
4. Business Studies Administration @ Bishan ITE
5. Business Studies Service Management @ CCK ITE
6. Business Studies Sport Management @ Simei ITE
7. Reatail Merchandising @ Bishan ITE

 

I'm still comtemplating whether to retake O's at the same time. I'm so sick of studying. Maybe retaking just Math. Or retake Math & Eng? Or retake EMS? Sigh Idk. However I'm not confident that I'll study hard for O's. I wanna go Rp's Integrated Events Management. The interest in Media is still there however my English is not good so I don't wanna risk my future. English is NEVER easy to improve. Well, nothing is easy. Maybe I should take the longer route to Poly.

 

 

 

 

 

I was still so happy before getting my results.

 

 

Ahma's birthday.

 

 

Wanna thank this girl for being there for me giving me advices. <3

And I would like to thank all the nice peeps who gave me advices. It's very much appreciated!

 

 

I was so sad. I can cry all of sudden. This is so sad. I couldn't stop asking and saying, "Idk what to do. What to do w my life?"

 

Went shopping and shopped like mad to make myself feel better, thank god I've received my pay.

Thankyou bitchgan for accompanying me so the past few days :) Love you (L)

 

 

 

 

 

 

To think of ITE, I'm rather excited to start school now. Cuz I wanna meet new people (thou I'm kinda scared). I hope I can get into Events Management since my results meet all the requirements. It'd be my first choice. Please lemme get in.

 

I hope that course needs lappy so I can use that chance to get a Macbook :D
It's exciting. I'll have to dye my hair again. April I'll have to say byebye to my Ashbrown X Blonde highlights.
Probably going for a darker colour so I won't look so lian-ish. Dark red? Copper red? DARK PURPLE?:D Shall see how it goes. Hmm, my current hair by then would be 5 months old. $125 should be quite worth it right?

I wanna do so much things.

• Pierce tongue& eyebrow.
• Tattoo

But before I get inked I wanna lose weight first :) Ehh... I realised there are only two things. HAHA

 

New new year resolution?

 

1. Study hard in ITE. GPA 3.5? Hopefully can.
2. Slim down to 47kg.
3. Spam sprinkle love to shoutmickey (L)
4. Work hard earn more money
5. Forget the past.

 

 

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Dear girl, forget the past, I'm here now :)

 

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Currently having fever now and I almost died at work just now. Perhaps I was too devastated. It really sucks to be caught in a devastation. Today I was replenishing stocks and the big heavy wagon dropped on my head. Likea ouch to the max, I felt dizzy and I think I've a bruise on my forehead.

 

Tomorrow I'm going for my haircut at either Sunplaza or Chapter 2. Never been to Chapter 2 to cut hair before so might be giving it a try. :) Gna buy a black tube top and a few fake eyelashes tomorrow too. wna try :) Gotta create a POSB acc tomorrow too, cool much. So much to do don't know where to start.
Maybe the plan would be POSB > BUGIS > HOME. Too weak to travel too much too. I'm broke now, broke shit. Both of us are broke. Never mind we shall bring bread out to eat tomorrow. Can save money too! Furthermore cigs are a turn off to me currently cuz I'm having sore throat. This ice blast would probably last me a week = save money :) Hope I'll get well soon :)

 

I pray for that girl to get employed soon! So she can feed me HAHAHA kidding :)
I WANNA GO BKK TO SHOP BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS! WHO WANNA GO W ME?! SHOPPING SPREE!