It's hard to deal with the pain

Heart-rending to see people around me changing and people around me being sad. Especially the close ones.
Can you not change? Can you be happy? Please?

This song is making me really sad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj6MjMpbneM

Ohman, I should be sleeping now :<
I chatted on phone w Bimbo qi just now, she's coming over tomorrow :>

And... THIS KITTY CROCS IS SO PRETTY! I WANT! :(